Sunday, August 16, 2009 12:04 AM
I was like This when i gt money :D And was like this when i owe money :(Well sometime life u gootta learn sumthing from falling down . I really really regretted for what i did . I needa starve myself . Get so F-ing stress up because of that . overrall it is really nt worth . After i Clear what i had clear . I really ned to get on to studies . Exams are just round the corner and YES i am struggling but at least i did study . First time i see this huge amount carried on my back and i think it will last for a few months :( . Luckily i really have Some Bestie and gd fren backing me up . And now i am still finding ways to get back . Once u get into this deep shit , u will nver stop . All my friends had Step into this also , And now my turn . Its sux to the core this feeling . MAN ! Its really hurts alot alot alot . And i believe it will cause a Deep scar and will remind me always . I seen it and Did it .I have been thinking , Did i really changed to such a Bad person which i used to be in the past ?I really do think , YES i did change and i think i will change for the Good . Really F-ing stress to have this big stone carried around ur back . It is really very heavy for me this time round .HOPE FOR THE BEST ! .
The caused is all from me , I turn advice to deaf form frens and this is what i ended in . :(
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